Friday, May 27, 2011

This Will Be Our Year

This month has been chalk full of good stories, and while I realize it's my own fault for not publishing the Italy series earlier- as in last month- I have to interject a very current sentiment between Ep.2 and Ep. 3. It is brief but relevant.

So, both the Spring practicum showcase and the Tisch Salute of 2011 have come and gone. The big, bad world has greeted a fresh crop of students. It is May again, a year later. What a year of life it has been. Everyone I know has said the first year out of school is one of the most difficult in life, but I think somehow Life handed me a double dose of reality. After the tour last fall, being home was good but confused my priorities. Coming back to New York was difficult and it has been an epic spring, full of ups and downs, heart ache, fear, joy, friends, auditions, work, money, grief, gray skies, and blue skies.

I felt my heart lift in March, like the turn of a coin. I decided the ONLY way out is up, and that's where I was going. I got the job at Paragon, started exercising regularly, went to auditions. I found more peaceful days, where the sky cleared and it was ok to be here. 'Here' being New York, alive, a poor actor, everything. I started talking to Dad, finding him in little places around town. When he comes up in conversation I don't feel my throat close, I'm eager to talk about him.

The month of yes, you May.


So May has come and I'm overwhelmed with positivity! I've been working five times a week, had several excellent auditions, seen friends, been to many joyful celebrations, gained a little niece, and the news of the day: booked one of my dream jobs. I'm headed out on the Beauty and the Beast national tour, dancing in the ensemble and covering the role of Belle. It's a long contract, July 2011-August 2012, but it's truly a dream come true, to be in this show again, in this role. I announced it today on the Facebook and received an overwhelming amount of support and praise. It kept coming in for hours. Texts, wall posts, calls. I feel so uplifted by the love around me, the validation of being cast after months of auditioning, I am starting to feel like the Caroline from last May. And that is a wonderful feeling.

My new baby niece, Catherine's daughter Berkley Anne Bridger. She had a long journey to get home, and we are so blessed to have her. And I'm totally jealous of her romper.

New frames from See Eyewear. Thanks to Groupon. I had no idea my 5 year old glasses prescription was that off.

I'm apartment-sitting this month for my sweet friends Sam and Jason. And their kitty Gus LOVES to be inside boxes and bags. Everything I've unpacked he's gotten in to immediately. Cutie pie.

Last time I did Beauty and the Beast...NESA 2005. :)


I promise Italy 3.0 is next. And I'm pretty excited about blogging through this next tour, hitting the road again to cover cities through another show. Happy Memorial Weekend y'all!

Monday, May 16, 2011

Be Italian! (Part two)

Ok as promised, episode two, covering days 4-6. More words, less pictures here. Oh, the stories...

April 8th, Day 4, or Scariest Train Ride Ever. So, I live in New York. I ride the subway multiple times a day and have encountered many an interesting character. But this day, the day we took the train from Rome to Chiusi to meet up with Peggy, I've never been more scared for my life. I've had a few panic attacks in my day, but this was flight or fight, animal instincts at it's best.

We got up early to get to the station, had another lovely breakfast, and headed around the corner. Being unfamiliar with the Italian train system we gave ourselves a good cushion for getting tickets and onto the trains. At the automatic ticket booths we got a little unsolicited help from a gypsy. I knew from the get go- no baggage, missing teeth, pretty pushy- but Mom seemed a little oblivious. She even took her card out of Mom's hand (!!!) to swipe it in the machine. We did give her a few Euros, and went along. The train times were different than what we'd seen online so we rushed over and boarded.

When we got to our assigned car an attendant helped me fix the handle of my suitcase in the rail outside the car, kinda sketch, and then showed us where we were to be seated. Now, this may come out sounding wrong, so bear with me. The train seating is situated on the left side in two rows of three seats facing one another. Think Harry Potter. Mom was by the door and I was by the window. The other four seats were occupied by a band of small, Middle Eastern men who weren't speaking Italian. Call me paranoid, call me a stupid American, but I swear they were gangsters. I don't want to seem prejudice, but I had a terrible gut feeling, the way they scanned our bodies, our luggage, Mom's rings... I was very uncomfortable. Mom switched seats so we were together, but being far from the door made me extremely nervous. My heart was pounding the entire hour and a half, and I barely glimpsed the scenery. I tried to give several "don't mess with me" looks to the men, but I felt an eminent jump on us if we weren't careful. At our stop in Chiusi I stood up quickly, ushered Mom out of the car, and grabbed her bag above us. Peggy, John, and Mom all thought I was a little more nervous than necessary, but I felt a certain instinct I would have to protect my gimp mother (sorry Pammy!! It's all out of love) so I wasn't going down without a fight. Luckily, nothing actually happened.

Onto better news! Great Aunt Peggy and Uncle John! They were at the station waiting for us with their tiny French car and big hugs. We went off to Montepulciano, a little city on a very steep hill to wander, shop, and have lunch.

The city square. It's pretty devoid of modern signage, so it's used for period film shoots quite often. I think they said the Volturi sequences from Twilight were shot there. 

Mom and me on with the countryside in the background. All around the edge of the city there are panoramic viewing areas. So beautiful. Also some cypresses in the background, we were all obsessed. Remember that shot in Gladiator where the road is lined in them? It's everywhere.

It's a windy day!  View from the top at Montepulciano, the name sake of my current red wine of choice.


Sitting on the wall, don't fall!

Beautiful view. So many places in Tuscany are like this, the city situated on top of the hill, the green farms and vineyards below. It's like being transported back in time.

This kitty was so cute sitting in her window. When I got closer she pressed her body against the bars, begging to be pet. 

I am in love with old world, stone buildings. It just screams stories, history, earth touched by people from so long ago. I have lots of picture like this from the trip, particularly of windows. 


This unicorn on our lunch menu made me think of all my boys in NY. So random.

After exploring we headed back to Peggy and John's house, which was a little more remote than we'd imagined. No main roads out here, so lots of winding and gravel. We took naps, had an amazing dinner of veal gnocchi, veggies, and blood oranges with mascarpone cream a la the amazing chef Peggy Heywood. Her meals never cease to inspire and amaze me. I took a bath in our long skinny tub, and off to sleep.


April 9th, Day 5: Firenze! We got up early to head into the city, about 45 minutes away. Not many pictures this day because we were in museums quite a bit. First off was the Bargello, full of beautiful sculpture, medieval art (much older than most famous Renaissance Italian stuff), and even the death mask of Dante.

On Peggy and John's porch, ready to head off to Florence! I also bought this dress in Italian anticipation...

The lovely ladies in their favorite state, studying the map together. I jest, but it was cute. 

The majestic duomo. We didn't make it inside because the line was horrendous both times we attempted joining. It is enormous and ornate, a true beauty from the outside, so that's where we admired her.

After lunch we headed to the Uffizi where we had scheduled a private tour. Somehow our guide had left us- you'd think 3 of the 5 people missing they might have waited- so we found ourselves somewhat off put and unsure of how to conquer this museum. It's deceptively small though, and with the help of Peggy's iPad, I Googled the 'Top 5 Uffizi Masterpieces', and gave Peg and Mom our own tour. It all turned out all right; we saw Botticelli, da Vinci, Raphael, the whole gang. 

View of the Ponte Vecchio from the Uffizi gallery. It's a medieval stone bridge over the Arno River that is filled with shops, which was once common. 

Italian souvenirs were obviously on our minds the whole time, the country being famous for their food, wine, leather, fashion, art, the list goes on, it was hard to decide which direction to take. There is a big street market in Florence we wandered for hours, much to my exhilaration and Peggy and Mom's exhaustion. We left with soccer shirts for the boys, oils for my brother in law Chris and Grandpa (our family chefs), leather purses for my sisters, some Vin Santo for my friends Sam and Jason, among other treats.

The beautiful leather weekend case I got for myself. I spotted it several times in the days preceding and realized this was what I really wanted, so I bargained and got a good deal at one stand. I've never been much of a purse collector but this size bag will serve me well.

Dinner was smaller that day, stew and crackers, strawberries and cream. I tried some hazelnut grappa Peggy and John are given monthly at their farm house (what sweet digs!). Very interesting, but I'd say I prefer the clear stuff. Off to bed early; our bed time was about 10pm most nights, which is awfully early for me. I recall Peggy noting on this day, "Caroline really does perk up at night. What an owl!" 


April 10th, Day 6: Sunday at the Castle and Monastery. We had "something sweet" for breakfast- beautiful pastries I've never seen stateside- and headed off to the Castle Broglio.

The beautiful and enormous fortress, again, on a hill. My first castle, I was amazed at the walls of protection surrounding the building itself. They must've been 50 feet high, 10 feet thick.

Just hanging out in my new backyard. Actually, the Ricasoli family has lived there for 800 years. But I could marry in right? :)

Thanks, Hipstamatic. Another garden shot. I really love this filter.

The castle is famous for it's Chianti. Here's a view of their vineyards from the castle wall. 

Mom and I with a little lemon tree in the courtyard. They had several fruit trees and an herb garden.

A rather English looking garden between the castle and the vineyard.

Mom and Peggy, walking along the castle wall. I directed this shot... "Keep walking, but turn just your heads back...yes, yes!" They thought I was silly. :)

After the castle we went to a very specific restaurant Peggy had found that served Florentine steak, which can only be ordered by the kilo. Bistecca alla Fiorentina is a T-bone or Porter house, thick cut of beef that is very rare. We were all jazzed about it, but they were sold out!! We order too much food anyway- Mom and I shared a grand tagliata, very much like a steak fajita plate but with veal, tomato, and arugula - and our waiter insisted we shoot grappa with him...at 2:30pm.

Thoroughly stuffed and bathing in sunshine, we headed to the Monte Oliveto Maggiore, or the Mount Olive Monastery. Another first for me, we had to park nearly half a mile away from the abbey and then walk up hill to get there. Talk about remote! The forest was beautiful, and the sidewalks were on an old rain drainage system, so it was an interesting walk. Inside the abbey's courtyard is the story of the monastery's foundation in frescoed walls. It's amazing how well preserved they are, being exposed to light and air, and so beautiful. The museum was also chalk full of Madonna and child's, Annunciations, all the saints. Something I became fixated on this week was all the saint's relics in every church, every museum. Not being Catholic, I had no idea the importance and celebrity these bit of bone, blood, hair, cloth. In Sienna (next episode) there was a little arc with almost an entire skeleton!

Beautiful old, OLD books in the library. It was connected to the apothecary, which looked a bit like a medieval torture room. A reminder of of how grateful I am for modern medicine.

The abbey at vespers. The abbey closes to the public about 30 minutes before vespers, the evening prayers. The monks chanted in Italian as the light in the chapel slowly grew.


That's all for today ladies and gents! Next and last Italian episode is days 7, 8, and 9: Siena, San Gimignano, and departure. Thanks again for reading, I hope you enjoy :)

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

ITALIA (Part one)

The time has come, the day is here! I've finally managed to sit down for an extended period of time and write these over due episodes on my trip to Italy! I took copious notes in my diary that week so that I may do this report justice. I'm sorry to have kept you waiting so long my little badgers- you know who you are! This is just the first installation of three, because there are tons of pictures and stories.

April 5th, Day 1: Travel day. Mom arrived at JFK and had a few hours layover before I got there. We took off at 7:30pm NY time for an 8 hour flight....

Packing in NY. Somehow I only filled half my suitcase, so plenty of room for souvenirs!


Fresh pedicure on the day of departure!


Really cute ladies at the airport...overnight flight meant we were in our PJ's.


April 6th, Day 2: Buon giorno Italia! We arrived in Rome about 3:30pm. We took a group cab into the city- the airport is technically in Fiumicino- and regrouped at the hotel before we headed out to take advantage of a few daylight hours.

Beautiful red bloom trees everywhere! This was just street side.


Signage with my almost name :) It reminded me of Russia, where an "r" is a "p" in their alphabet.


Action shot! Mom throwing her wish coin into the Trevi fountain. It was super crowded with high schoolers that afternoon, so getting pictures without lots of extra 'friends' was difficult.


Our first gelato, near the fountain. Doesn't matter where you go, this is the best ice cream in the world! I had pistachio and hazelnut. 


The roof of the Pantheon. It's the oldest complete building in Rome, functioning first as a shrine to several Roman gods and then as a Christian temple. It's an interesting blend of the two now. 


The Pantheon exterior. Caught a little ray of sun in there :)


There was a very clever street display along a fence. Each little post had a quip which corresponded to a small piece of art. This was my favorite. 


The Piazza de Popolo, one of my favorite piazzas in the city- and there must be a hundred. 

After all this we went back to the hotel to stop for a second before dinner, and passed out from exhaustion for about 15 minutes. We drug ourselves to a yummy dinner at a restaurant the hotel recommended as being "authentic", not touristy. We had Montepulciano d'Abruzzo (Tuscan red table wine which is delish and we proceeded to drink daily), rosemary focaccia, squid, salad, pastas, and an amazing custard for dessert. Bedtime swiftly followed.

Our petite hotel room. Push those beds about 6 inches closer and it's a big California King.


April 7th, Day 3: Roman Holiday. We got up early to take advantage of this whole day. The "continental" breakfast at our hotel was DIVINE. The typical eggs/bacon spread was there but there was also fresh pressed juice, cappuccino to order, fruits, pastries, and the most delicious yogurt. Even little cookies and individual Nutella servings. Needless to say, I packed a few snacks.

 Nerd alert! I bought this American Apparel onesie a few weeks in advance and planned my entire wardrobe around it. That's Dad's straw hat, so I felt like I took him with us. 


Mom and I on the On/Off Bus. This was the best deal: 24 hours of hop on service on a little circular route through Rome. It hit all the big spots so it was super convenient. 


Approaching the Colisseum. Between here and the next photo, Mom twisted her ankle. We started outside in a small group tour, and when we moved through the line inside she stepped in an enormous pothole and fell forward. She walked it off like a CHAMP (and at home found out no surgery was needed) and wore an ankle wrap the rest of the trip. I mention it all now, so you know how early it all happened!


Inside the Colosseo. The bottom would have been covered with a stage like the portion on the left, where all the battles took place. What you see are actually the internal catacombs where they kept starving animals and gladiators in preparation for the fight. 70% of the original stone was excavated to build the Vatican, but then no one would touch the ruins for a long time because there were many many bodies left behind which were overcome with flood waters...it was a little stinky.


A "gladiator" trying to sneak a kiss with my lovely Momella...


So I tried to kill him. :) Kidding, he was a friend of the tour guide, so we all got to take pictures fa free!


Beautiful Pamela in front of the fateful place of ankle damage... look at that sunshine!!


This was just the first day...softball size, not yet blue. I'll spare you the gory shots form later days, lest my blog become some gruesome medical venture, but she was a real trooper. It swelled daily the moment she put her foot on the floor, and we still went everywhere.


The many layers of time in the Roman forum. Standing the ground level is almost like being in the basement, looking up as the buildings get younger. They just built on top of everything, so as archeologists dug down they found more and more society as they looked for earth.


Mom and me amidst the forum ruins. I distinctly remember this being where my burn started.


Saint Peter's Basilica. Probably my favorite place, and was last time I was in Italy (Spring 2007). So enormous and beautiful and epic. I want to get married there... I have a picture of the Pieta too, but it didn't turn out so great. Kinda weirdly reflecting the protective glass. Look it up, it's gorgeous. :)


Any sort of funky filter on my photos is due to the Hipstamatic application on my iPhone. There are only a few pictures I took with it, but I like the effect they produce. This is the cupola of St. Peter's with a black and white film.


Shhh, don't tell anyone I took this picture of the Sistine Chapel's last judgment/ceiling. It's not allowed, but I used my phone and couldn't help myself. We got an audio tour of the Vatican museum and Chapel, so I learned a lot about the tons and tons of art collected over the years. This is obviously Michelangelo, but much of the Sistine chapel's walls weren't actually his work!


This is a Dali that lives in the Vatican museum. Who knew they had such an eclectic modern art collection? I'm pretty sure that's a liver on a slab, in the desert. With some unicorns and angels of course.


End of the day, sandal sunburn! The weather was gorgeous, but having been shelled up for so long I forgot sunscreen might be required. My freckles sprouted on my nose, and so did a little pink on my shoulders and feet.


That's all for today folks! I'm not sure you realize how I agonize over what to write, which pictures to include, whether I'm boring, too long winded, making corny jokes... It takes me hours to put together one blog, so I'm breaking it up a little. For my sake, and so that these posts are just scrolling on and on and on. Next episode is days 4-6, including Montepulciano, Florence, Castle Broglio, and Monte Oliveto Maggiore!